From the Dating my Dreams series.
Oil on Belgian linen canvas. W 100 x H 100 x D 3.2 cm.
In recent weeks I ran into many many unexpected obstructions, many of them actually quite impossible. Most of these obstructions are serious blockers to what I am doing and I have to find detours and am stalled for long periods of time. I need to change plans very radically and leave behind certain things that I do not intend to leave behind. I am very much perplexed and try to get to the bottom of this.
This came in meditation as a vision: I was invited by myself to come to this world, but when I arrived at the place and time there was a very small door in a very big wall. This is where my path led to. But I was too big to go through this door. We tried many things, putting and rotating my legs, leaning forward, speaking through the door, but nothing worked. I had to realise that this small door had stopped me and now I have great difficulties with actually arriving at the destination.